Wishing on a star…

Out in the “country” last night I was astonished to look up and see only one star for a moment… I was reminded of a rhyme I learned when I was younger… “Star light star bright, the first star I see tonight. I wish I may, I wish I might, have the wish I wish tonight.” I had a nice memory for a second of when I was really little (before I moved for the first time when I was 5), I lied down in the middle of the caldesack at night and watched the stars. That moment passed and I continue to blow stuff up… but none the less it was a good moment.

Nothing has been able to phase my mood. I did let one thing start to get to me, but that was my own stupidity which I quickly did away with. I’m so excited, I’m going to try and meet my sister on Tuesday for dinner. I also got to see pictures of my nephew today.

I’m still thoroughly confused about something and want to scream (not because I’m angry, just… I have a lot damned up inside right now) and ask a lot of questions. I’m patient (I know at least one person is laughing at that) and I can take small steps… as long as they lead in the “right” direction… this will confuse someone else and I’m sure cause some questions… I just have to figure out what the “right” direction is.