When is not so normal something great?
If something was bad for me would you tell me? I’m trying exceptionally hard to not dilute myself into thinking that my reality is something else, in doing so I may even be closing myself off a little bit to someone I really shouldn’t be, but there is still the chance that I’m just seeing what I want to. So, that is actually a valid question. Its been answered by a few people who actually could have been “deal breakers” for me… so far so good. This obviously comes down entirely to my own decision and how I feel about things. I don’t think the question “Is this what I need?” can be completely answered until the situation is non-existent… well, I’m hoping it exists for a while. So now the question becomes “Am I ready?” I answer yes… but is that true in reality?
I’m going to go ahead and say I’ve just had the best week I’ve had in over a year. Despite my rather insane schedule, I managed to spend about four days of it with Theresa. Citrix wants to interview me in person. I’m pretty sure I nailed my History exam (which I would most definitely have to attribute that to Theresa). Spent two days with Tim (the Wii is amazing!) and went climbing twice (I hurt a lot today). I managed to spend most of today with my family and I managed to coax Theresa along for that. … I’m quite happy.
…..i’ve thought about it a lot and i think the answer is 42. yes. 42.