27-Aug-2007

I’ve tried to make a post about 3 times today… somehow I keep coming off as some pretentious, self pitying, and possibly self loathing person…

I have a strange hollow feeling with me always right now. I feel incredibly isolated and distant from everything. I want to talk to people but I get annoyed at my phone even ringing and I can barely stand being on the phone for more than 30 seconds. Even when I’m at work it feels oddly alone. I’m flying home for my grandfather’s memorial service on Friday… hopefully being around my family and Theresa again will allay some of these feelings.