xanga – Page 23 – From the ashes of Heaven

And the winner is?

I think that it is entirely possible that it is impossible for me to not step my foot in something ugly when I’m at Wyandot… brace yourselves… I’ve done it again. [I really think that I should be allowed to carry around a giant fly swatter so I can just offend the idiots that go there much more quickly.]

We were budgeted and staffed for 2200 people at the part today… for the whole day. The first count of the day was nearly 1700. “What a bad day.” I myself actually did my own job until about 5PM. Then I helped in other departments till about 8. My last tour of duty was in rides… kiddie land. I love kids… too bad they have parents. So, this woman tries to get her kid on a ride with no shoes or protective leg ware (aka shorts). I explain kindly that I can’t let her on, she pisses and moans and goes away. Not the best of confrontations, but posts from a year ago will tell you its certainly not the worst either. SHE CAME BACK! She got her kid shoes and shorts and came back just as I was switching rides… of course her daughter absolutely had to be on the ride I was leaving. Since I had told other patrons I was going to a different ride and already had a line there, I couldn’t just run it once more for her little princess (we;ll leave that comment alone). She pisses and moans and goes away. About 15 minutes later I overhear a call on the radio that she left a pissed off comment about my rudeness and how I didn’t care that he nephew almost fell off my ride…

WTF!!111!1!one!

Apparently a little boy who I stopped a ride for because some people said he was sliding off the horse was her nephew and apparently me stopping the ride and running through it while it was still MOVING is not caring… I hate dumb people. Correction… I hate self important people (although I’m sure the previous applies in other contexts).

For those of you who actually know the reason behind the ambiguity of my last 2 weeks post, you can still read… this will still be ambiguous but there is something new that only 1 person knows (sorry… its not you [points aimlessly]). So 2 weeks ago I let something start that I was very affraid of. Talking made me think that this thing was at least possible even though it caused me a lot more problems than it may have solved. A week ago I let something happen that made me go from thinking it was possible to thinking it was guaranteed (which was my misgiving, not the other involved). A few nights this week then scared the crap out of me so I tried to force the entire situation to go “somewhere”. The result of which was me just forcing it to end. I do have 1 regret and I will remedy that soon and sadly I’m once again in a lot of pain (which shouldn’t have happened, but that is also my mistake).

Edit: I had an amazing idea for next Saturday. Its kind of a shame that I can’t do it now, although probably best given the inappropriateness.

Archangel / June 17, 2006 / Work, xanga / 2 Comments

We’re all still here…

Although… I suppose 666 is still going on somewhere for another 19 hours…

Cryptic thought for the day… The truth is enough to drive you insane.

Archangel / June 7, 2006 / Personal, xanga / 0 Comments

“When He broke open the sixth seal…”

“I looked, and there was a great earthquake; and the sun grew black as
sackcloth of hair, the moon became like blood. And the stars of the sky dropped to the earth like a fig tree
shedding its unripe fruit out of season when shaken by a strong wind. And the sky rolled up like a scroll and vanished, and every mountain and island was dislodged from its place. Then
the kings of the earth and their noblemen and their magnates and their
military chiefs and the wealthy and the strong and
slave or free hid themselves in the caves and among the rocks of the
mountains, And
they called to the mountains and the rocks, Fall on (before) us and
hide us from the face of Him Who sits on the throne and from the deep-seated indignation and wrath of the Lamb. For the great day of His wrath (vengeance, retribution, indignation) has come, and who is able to stand before it?” No being in creation nor body of heaven or hell. All will lay down for Him.

For all you doomsayers out there… kiss my ass… the world isn’t ending today.

I had an amazing amount of fun yesterday. Despite the fact that I had 2 midterms today (still 1 to go and 1 tomorrow) I was out with Rebecca from 4 till almost 11 (after studying for econ for a few hours).

My finals have thus far been incredibly kind to me. I’d been expecting a freakishly hard week, but so far its been a breeze. Maybe that 150 hours of homework and labs was actually worth something…. probably not.

Adios… I’m off to my Econ final… if there is any final that I could possibly underestimate, it would be this one. Econ is so completely worthless.

Archangel / June 6, 2006 / Personal, xanga / 0 Comments

If only seeing was enough…

My brain is shutting down… I’ve been coding for a while and none of it even works… that makes me sad.

This has been the most interesting week I’ve had in a very long time. Ask for details if you want… its time to sleep. Wyandot in the AM. Boo.

Archangel / June 3, 2006 / Work, xanga / 0 Comments

Who coud have guessed?

My apologies for the the whole bitch post… it was just another aggravating day.

I wish I could explain more about the following, but I’m don’t think I can. A not insignificant part of my life just became really complicated and really simple at the same time (literally through the same act… I was quite dumbfounded).

This may seem way too introspective, but I smiled this weekend because I was happy. Not saying I’ve been unhappy… just with school and work and life I’ve been going to fast to think about much else and I’m not sure I was even trying to divert my attentions. This weekend (even though poorly placed) was a really good distraction and well needed. I’m still overly tense about things, but once finals are done the blood pressure will come back down, not to mention I can think about the previously mentioned but not explained.

I got to see my Mom’s new house “almost” complete this weekend. For 2 people… it is way too much house. Hell, even if my brother and I were living there with wives it would be too big. Might be able to have a party or 2 in the basement though… we’ll see.

My Grandpa’s birthday is tomorrow (today)… That thought depresses me a bit.

Archangel / May 30, 2006 / Personal, Work, xanga / 0 Comments