13-Oct-2006

I’ve arrived at a crossroads. I’ve been here and made this choice before… I’ve been down both roads before and I’m still back in this place. There is no road less traveled, but certainly a right and wrong, I just don’t know if I can choose the former…

I gave up the last bit of what I was holding on to. To be overly cryptic and metaphorical, a long chapter has come to a close, but I think one equally as long is about to begin. Our main character doesn’t do well completely alone, but the depraved mustn’t be allowed to continue in their destruction. Perhaps one day, the corrupt will be born anew and will again be part of this tale… until that day…

…the road is long and cold.

Words mean nothing.

I know why I’m sad now (for those of you who are oblivious, which is all but 3 people… I’ve been depressed for some time). The solution to all my problems is so simple… yet so impossible.

I am, you are, enough said.

I’m not really sure what did it, but I’ve pulled or badly strained my lower abdominal… Not that I really do a lot that requires them at the moment, but it is painful to do much of anything.

Insight to the nature of mankind: “Men are dicks and women are bitches… live with it.” I’ll not reference the author of that quote nor will I comment. I’d like to think I’m not a dick and I have hope that I’ll meet a woman that isn’t (even in part, as another noted those qualities aren’t full time jobs) of the spawn of Satan.

Someone told me months ago that I let other people “define me”. Of course I immediately denied anything of the sort, I’ve been independent for sometime now. Like anything that has any ounce of truth in it, the conversation rolled around in my head for a long time and I never came up with a substantial argument against it. As much as I dislike the idea, the commentary was true. I can’t say for certain that the previous sentence belongs in the past tense, but I am completely free and have only myself to define me right now… and thats a good feeling.

Dios dirigirte y protegerte… Espero conocerte otra vez.

25-Sep-2006

I was almost hit by a bus this morning while in a complete daze walking back from the RPAC (Recreation and Physical Activitics Center for those not of OSU).

I think I found that brick I was looking for… well one of them. So long, farewell?

21-Sep-2006

I take back every bad thing I’ve ever said about Carlos Mencia

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jmQbwe1Iv9Y